SO I have been happy and that has been very nice. Now I am not so happy and it has to do with being lonely. I know that it is not a good idea to rely on other people to make you happy. Certainly being around the people that I enjoy gives me a boost but I shouldn't rely on others to get me to my happy place. There are two men in my life at the moment, one of whom I have been infatuated with for a very long time. I would like to be brave enough to say something to them you know? I think part of being less lonely is letting go of that fear of rejection and actually approaching people.