I'm sick again. Being in this house makes me physically sick. I become lethargic and feel ill all the damn time. I spend most of my time sitting or eating and it is so bad for me. I clean, stir up the dust and feel sicker. I'm leaning towards hiring somebody to help me once a week.

Things with allan are terrible. He knows something is wrong, I know something is wrong, I just can't bring myself to end it.

In other news I love DIngo he gets me up and about because I have to walk him so he gets me out of the house.
Also Lindsie is good for this.